simple things but yet lead to untangle rope twist~~ sigh..~~
frustrated and upset thought making my head cloudy..i cant think straight tonight..i know its no one fault to blame, and thats making me feel lot worst..
its nothing to do with money and how much an object worth in material counting but the effort is what it takes.. im feeling like ive messed up others good plan and i yeah its sooo not cool..~~the only words suits my lips is sorry for thousands time..im sorry..
to plan ~~yeah its what im good at..and in fact i love to plan..and i know how much pain in the ass can it be when im derailed from the plan..and how bad it can be when im the one who take charge in someone else planning and the outcome is far from my eyes to even glance at..
im sorry..its not supposed to be this way..this is really what my heart scream silently..and will remain silent till ever..i've learn from my mistake..~broken flower pot~
